Balik Kampung, Jom!

Dear friends/fellow bloggers/readers.

I'll be heading back to Abah's hometown in Pekan Pahang this afternoon. It's been a year since we were back. It has also been a year since Abah's accident last Aidilfitri. Alhamdulillah he is much better now.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish all of you Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri/ Eid Mubarak. May all of you have a blessed, happy and meaningful Aidilfitri.

p.s: Don't forget to catch Sri Talamaz in Perang Rendang Lagi, first of Aidilfitri, 6.30 p.m on TV9.

I am not a time traveller.

I was getting ready to go out shopping yesterday when I walked past a photo of my late grandmother, Mak Tok. The photo has been tacked to the notice board in my room for quite awhile now but I never really took notice of it. last night however, I suddenly stopped in my steps and stared hard at the photo and all of a sudden tears started running down my face. It has been 8 years since Mak Tok's passing. In the early years, she would appear in my dreams, asking me to follow her somewhere. Sometimes I would think of her, how she was with us, the way she spoke and the thing that I - all of us actually - miss most about her is her cooking. When she died, my cousins and I regretted not learning how to cook from her most.

As the years pass, as I grow older and as life gets busier, the memory of her began to fade away along with the passed time. What saddened me last night was the fact that I could no longer remember what Mak Tok was like. Sure, I remember what she looked like but I can no longer recall what her voice sounded like, how she laughed, what her hugs felt like. I couldn't remember how she was with us and as I stared at the photo, I tried hard to imagine what it would be like if she was still alive but couldn't. I couldn't imagine because I no longer remember.

I miss Mak Tok so much. There are times when I wish she was still alive to see all of us, what we have become. I wish I could have the memory back.

I wish I could turn back time.

We define handicapped as being deprived of technology. Hear, hear.

*dust*dust*dust*dust*dust*

Oh my, oh my, oh my. It feels like its been forever since I last updated jehaniskandar.blogspot.com and to some who know me well, not updating is something really, really, really unlike myself. Even my Abah was worried. He text me a few days back asking why I have not been updating my blog for a while now. He was worried I had joined the league of Alebubumbu. That was funny.

People were starting to think I've lost interest in blogging. Worry not my friends for I am still very much keen in blogging. It's just that most of the time, the circumstances I'm in prohibit me from doing so. I get the urge to blog, every single day. But after weeks of restraining those urges due to certain constraints, I somehow got used to it and after a while, the urge doesn't bother me anymore. The thing is, I have been busy this semester - with quizzes, tests, loads of assignments, and of course the occasional ronggeng sessions. Occasional okay. We final semester students spend more time with our heads buried deep inside books and assignments rather than going out for movies. I swear!

Why do I see people nodding their heads with a sarcastic look on their faces, saying "Yeah, right"?

Anyways, try adding the fact that I am deprived of proper internet connection when in Malacca to my busy schedule and you will get Jehan who doesn't blog so often anymore. To tell you the truth, I have no idea why when we first moved into our home in Malacca we decided that Astro was more important that wiring the house with an internet connection. I seriously have no idea why. Especially now when the implications of that decision is taking a toll on my life as a student. But its too late for any ratifications anyways. Our final semester is finally coming to an end. So, I'll just have to live with the fact that I can't blog as much as I'd like to and that I could only tweet and Facebook through mobile internet - speaking of which En. Bintang Bolasepak will kill me for when he sees this month's telephone bill - for a couple more months.

I also cannot comprehend why UiTM feels the need to block Facebook on computers in its network. How does blocking students from socializing through Facebook on campus help you with anything? Anyone care to explain and defend UiTM in this? Plus, if you planned to provide us with connections that take 30 minutes to load a page then you might as well just not. I'm not ungrateful, I just don't see the point. Who benefits from this?

Anyways, this is looooooooooooooooooong overdue. I'm sorry for leaving my readers so behind. So people, guess what I've been up to lately? Well, you'll never guess. Those of you who knew me in school would know that this is not something I would do in the past. I am now a debater ladies and gentlemen. Well, a beginner debater so to say. Quite a few people have persuaded me to debate in the past but I was always coming up with excuses not to. But recently, I was forced by my course advisor to be part of the team representing team BACC 1 for UiTM Bandaraya Melaka's Independence Cup Debate Championship (ICDC).

It could be counted as a novice championship, for fellow beginners like me. I was skeptical in the beginning, intimidated and inconfident to join for fear of the other competitors. But once I took part, I found the experience to be really fun and exciting. I got to unearth a talent in debating that I apparently have but wasn't aware of. I dare tell you that I wasn't so bad. I ranked 6th among the top 10 best speakers. Not bad at all huh? I got to make a lot of new acquaintances, got to know individuals I was intrigued by before. I also learnt that smoking is prohibited in stadiums. Then why are they littered with cigarette boxes, ashes and butts you ask? My point exactly.

All in all, I'd say it was a priceless experience. And we won the championship! Go team BACC 1!!! We were disappointed however that we didn't get to keep the trophy longer than 45 minutes. It would have been nice to share it with fellow coursemates.

So now I'm kinda hooked on debating. Although I still get intimidated by the other senior debaters because I can sometimes think like a bimbo and they seem to know a lot, and I mean A LOT, I still want to do it. I joined KBM's debate unit and will be representing the campus in a few upcoming tournaments, for as long as I'm still a student there. The campus director actually offered his permission if I was interested in extending my studies in UiTM KBM, which made me laugh. I told him it's about time I graduate. One of the judges at ICDC told me that I had huge potential and should consider brushing up my talents and continue debating in the future. I was so overwhelmed by his respond I wanted to hug him. Haha.

Here are some pictures from the tournament. More on my Facebook page.

Team BACC 1 - Oms, Addy and myself. FTW!!!

30 minutes prep session. we're not normally this serious.

Presenting my points and trying my hardest to convince the adjudicator and sticking to the 7 minutes time limit. When you're a debater, 7 minutes is a blink of an eye.

The motion for the finals which we won.

Team BACC 1 with team BAS 1 (students of Bachelor of Administrative Sciences who were ignorant enough not to know what BACC stands for) the runner-ups.

Team BACC 1 with the overall best speaker from BACC 2 with our trophies.

For the win!!!

I'm Jehan and loving it! Dan kami bahagia, sila jangan dengki.

I sebenarnya tak faham dengan orang yang nak sengaja memburuk-burukkan I dengan cerita-cerita yang tak masuk akal. Seriously. Kalau dah nak sangat buat cerita pasal seseorang yang you dengki sangat kan, buat lah cerita logik yang orang lain akan percaya dan kata, "Yeah, Jehan memang ada potensi tinggi untuk melakukan perkara itu." Janganlah buat cerita yang mengarut-ngarut yang make people say, "As if!" dan akhirnya memalukan diri you sendiri sebab terang-terang you buat cerita dongeng.

I juga tak faham dengan orang-orang yang tak senang duduk bila tengok orang lain bahagia. What is your problem? Mungkin kekasih hati you agak selekeh, kaki bangku, belum bekerja dan vertically challenged. But that doesn't mean you have to be jealous of me yang berjaya menawan hati En. Bintang Bolasepak Berkaki Emas yang tinggi, comel, hebat bermain bola sepak dan futsal, manis, serta berkulit licin walaupun tak berapa nak cerah. You should be thankful for what you have. You dah ada kekasih hati pun kira bagus kan? Jadi tak payah lah nak reka cerita macam-macam lepas tu sebarkannya merata-rata sampai ke pengetahuan En. Bintang Bolasepak Berkaki Emas.

Bila dia ceritakan kisah itu pada I pagi tadi, cerita yang "tak berapa nak best" in his words, I cried. Memang I nangis gila-gila sebab I macam tak percaya orang boleh sangat nasty towards I. I mean, I know there are nasty people out there tapi I tak sangka pulak I akan menjadi mangsa salah seorang daripada mereka. Tapi sambil I nangis teresak-esak sampai hidung dah merah and gatal, I terfikir macam kelakar pun ada cerita yang mereka jaja tu. I hampir tergelak sendiri. Kemudian I beritahu diri I yang I tahu cerita tu semua tak benar. Tak ada orang pun yang tahu what really happens in our relationship except for En. Bintang Bolasepak Berkaki Emas and I. Jadi buat apa I nak peduli atau kisah apa orang kata. I tahu cerita tu tak benar. Lantaklah orang lain nak fikir apa. In the end, mereka yang risau sangat pasal I. I tak rugi apa-apa pun.

On another note, I faham kenapa orang yang duduk banglo 3 tingkat ada 4 orang gaji. Sebabnya adalah kerana setiap seorang akan dipertanggungjawabkan untuk menguruskan satu tingkat sebab anda tahukah betapa letihnya membersihkan rumah yang besar? I yang duduk rumah teres ni pun dah terkangkang. Bayangkan mereka yang bertanggungjawab membersihkan sebuah rumah banglo. Peluh macam lari half marathon. By the time I habis sapu dan mop bilik mama dan abah, ruangan menonton TV dan bilik I, I dah pancit. Ini juga menunjukkan betapa tidak fitnya I sebab baru mop satu tingkat pun pancit. Belum lagi lari half marathon. Hahaha

Ye, I memang boleh jadi rajin when I want to.

Owh, orang gaji lagi satu tu untuk memasak lah. Apa lagi.

Sex? Get educated first.

Have you ever wondered what it would feel like to have your whole life as you know it crumble right before your eyes? To have all your future plans put on hold to give way to something you had not plan to happen?

You do know how it feels, you say?

Owh, you almost ended your life the last time your boyfriend broke up with you? It felt like the end of the world when you failed your FAR 400 yet again and had to repeat it for the third time? You lost your phone and your social life was halted for almost a week?

Wow, what disasters. They were all catastrophes.

But then again, what are all that compared to being strapped with a baby out of wedlock at the age of 23?

When I found out that a friend of mine was pregnant with a child (not with emotions), my heart skipped a beat. Literally. I wanted to be there for her but at the same time, I did not know what to say to make her feel better. Everything that went through my mind sounded off and wrong and offensive. I had never before been in a situation where one of your friends calls you up and says, "Hey, guess what? You're going to be an aunt," when you know well enough that she is unmarried and had only been with her current boyfriend for about a year or so. So yes, you could say that I was shocked. What if I accidently say something stupid or ask unnecessary or offensive questions? I am afterall, known for not thinking before I speak.

When we decided to go see her at the hospital, I was really nervous. I was scared of how I might react. How she might react. What if I was disgusted by the baby? I know I want to be there for her. I know that I should be there for her through this trying time in her life, as her friend. But sometimes, our feelings and actions could act adversely against each other. It happens all the time. Would she cry seeing all of us there? She had afterall keep the pregnancy a secret from us. Most of us only found out about it a few minutes after she went into labour. Those of us who had known about it was shocked to find out that she was aleady 9 months through the pregnancy. She had kept the pregnancy a secret from the world. Her own mother only found out about it the night she gave birth and that was only because the hospital wouldn't discharge her without one of their parents signing the consent letter.

Thanfully, everything went well. The baby was a doll and all I wanted to do the whole time I was there was to hold her in my arms. If you had seen me then, you would agree with me and say that I am a natural infant holder. Haha. I did not say anything stupid. Neither did I have to ask any unnecessary or offensive questions. She was there and prepared to tell us everything. She told us that when they did it, she didn't think it would 'stick'. Well, we can see where THAT mentality got her.

The thing is, my friend is a really bright girl. She is smart, no doubt about it. That is why I was shocked to find out that she had done something as stupid as getting herself pregnant out of wedlock. There's nothing anyone can do about it now. She made a mistake. All we can do is hope that she had learnt something from that mistake and repent.

She had a lot going on for her. She was clever, caught up real fast in class, scored slightly above average in exams and had acceptable communication skills. She was pretty, kind and well liked. She was fun to be around. We all thought she had a really bright future ahead of her. Then this happened and now here she is, renting a room at the back of an office on the second floor of a shop-house. Yes, she could continue her studies later, when the baby is bigger. But somehow, the possibilities of that seem really unlikely now. I'm not trying to put her down or anything like that but having a boyfriend who can't even manage to keep a steady job for more than a month, it is in my opinion that she will be the one who will be working hard to fend for her child. She will be the one looking for jobs so that she could support her little family while her boyfriend goes about doing whatever it is he does. Knowing her, she will be the one striving to make a living. And after all that, who knows if she'd have any interst left in studying? I really hope that boyfriend of hers realises that he is now a father and pulls his act together.

Girls, I'm begging you to please please please please please please think thoroughly and carefully before giving in to your boyfriends' pleas for sex. Remember that sex is not all fun and games. It comes with huge responsibilities and you'll have to face the consequences from acting irresponsibily, whether you want to or not. Guys have it easy. Us girls don't. When something like this happens, you want your partner and yourself to both be responsible enough and prepared to take on the roles as parents. Of course giving up the baby for adoption is an option but could you live with the guilt of it haunting you your whole life? If you really can't curb your lusts for each other any longer, please practice safe and responsible sex. I don't know for sure but I don't think a packet or two of rubber cost much nowadays and they are easily accessible. If you don't want to use a condom, there are other forms and methods of contraception available for you. Look them up and choose one that fits and serves you best.

Remember that you have a right and a say too. It is your body. You don't have to simply agree with whatever he asks of you just to prove that you love him. If he really loves you, he would respect you and would not ask of you things that make you uncomfortable. Think carefully before making any decisions and doing anything stupid.

Call me conservative or say whatever you want but I do think that involving yourself in pre-marital sex and getting yourself pregnant, forcing you to give up your studies and whole life and lying to people around you and ending up renting a roon at the back of an office on the second floor of a shophouse in a dingy part of town with your newborn baby, is a stupid thing to do.

No offense.

Author's note: For more information on contraceptives, visit www.your-life.com

Tolong jangan diskriminasi terhadap orang gemuk, hitam dan banyak bulu.

Gambar-gambar di atas adalah gambar-gambar, "Okay, traffic light merah. Cepat, cepat, cepat ambik gambar," semasa kali terakhir keluar lepak dengan rakan susah bersama senang lain-lain, Mr. Murdock. Well, if picking me up at home, and sitting at Mc Donalds for 20 minutes can be considered as lepak.

Kisah perjalanan persahabatan I dengan rakan ini sangat panjang dan complicated. Different background, different interests, not much in common really but we connected as friends and I sangat sayangkan dia ni sebab I boleh berkata apa saja pada dia dan merajuk lapan juta kali pun tak kisah sebab I tahu in the end, I'd still have him.

Dia belajar di Sarawak. Tu dah layak dipanggil overseas sebab kekerapan dia pulang ke Semenanjung serupa dengan rakan-rakan yang belajar di Australia. Malah ada juga rakan-rakan yang belajar di Australia pulang ke Semenanjung lebih kerap dari dia. Sebelum dia pulang ke sini hari tu, I ada berborak dengannya di talian telefon. Dia kata dengan I, "Jay, nanti I balik kita gi tengok movie and lepak. Kita gi dating, just the two of us. Okay?" I pun kata lah okay sebab selalu kalau lepak ramai-ramai denagn kawan-kawan dia yang lain, I tak reti. I rasa janggal. I know them all, but somehow they never fail to make me feel out of place when we hang. So in the end, there are only a few people from that group yang I don't mind hanging with. So everytime si Madhavan wannabe ni ajak lepak, I akan warning awal-awal untuk tidak membawa segerombolan konco-konconya. Tapi most of the time I kena tipu.

Mana ada I anti-social. We just don't click lah. Macam kalau I lepak ramai-ramia dengan kawan-kawannya yang memang sejak azali ramai tu, mesti banyak cengkerik ikut I dan membuat pementasan konsert tahunan sekolah.

Anyways, so kita dah janji nak pergi dating when he gets back. I pun apa lagi, tunggulah dengan girang. Kebetulan I baru habis praktikal and tengah cuti. So memang sesuai lah timing dia nak ajak lepak dan berfoya-foya bersuka ria. Tapi seperti biasa. Masa berlalu dan zaman berubah tapi untuk manusia berubah, agak susah kan? Kami tak berjumpa pun sepanjang bulan tu. I pun tak tahu kenapa. I siap bagi mesej emo kepadanya yang berbunyi lebih kurang macam, "...I sedar who I am in your life. I'm just something from your past...bla bla bla." I pun tak ingat apa I tulis tapi memang sangat pathetic dan kesian. Hahaha. Dia pun dah biasa dapat mesej emo dari I so dia tak respon.

Tiba-tiba, 6 days before he was scheduled to leave for Sarawak, dia ajak I lepak. Terkejut I dan hampir pengsan. Tapi masa tu kami berdua tak begitu sihat. Dia dengan demam panasnya dan I dengan minor swine flu scare. It was decided that he would send me to the LRT station the next day instead.

Kalau you perhatikan betul-betul, you akan setuju dengan I bila I kata rupanya saling tak tumpah macam Madhavan, hero filem tamil. Dia selalu cakap dengan I dia tak ada girlfriend sebab dia gemuk, hitam dan banyak bulu. I suruh dia cukur buang bulunya yang banyak tu.

Dia selalu kurang keyakinan akibat bulunya tu.

Dah mamak pure, nak buat macam mana lagi weyh? It comes with the package.

Hahaha.

Despite all the teasing and sulking and annoying behaviours, I will be missing you dearly.

Untill next last minute catch up session.

Of changes and another new beginning

I wonder, who was the genius who came up with the "unspoken rule" of Best Friends Forever, that you are supposed to hate the girl whom your best friend's ex-boyfriend cheated on her with.

Jadi, akhirnya I dapat tengok keadaan rumah baru yang telah dikemas dan dihias indah tanpa bantuan I sebab I dah balik Melaka masa tu. Rumah ni besar nak mati okay. Sampai semput I menyapu satu rumah. Terpaksa berehat sebentar sebelum meneruskan usaha mop lantai pula. Yes rakan-rakan. FYI, I dah berpindah. I tak lagi tinggal di tempat paling congested tapi convenient di Damansara. Sekarang I tinggal di tempat yang tak beberapa congested tetapi tak happening langsung di Damansara. Kami berpindah untuk memudahkan Mama pergi dan balik dari Talamaz tanpa membayar tol lebih RM80 sebulan dan petrol lebih RM50 sehari (kesimpulannya korang patut dah dapat teka bahawa I berpindah berhampiran dengan Sri Talamaz.

I bukan tak suka dengan rumah ni. I suka. Cuma, it'll take some time for me to adjust to the fact that Giant, Tesco, IKEA, The Curve, e @ The Curve and 1 Utama is no longer just around the corner. Sekarang I terpaksa menempuh tol RM1.60 untuk ke tempat-tempat tersebut. I also have to get used to the fact that di sini tak banyak tempat makan yang enak-enak dan menarik dan happening seperti di Kota Damansara.

I rindu Kota Damansara.

I love my room though. It's much bigger than my old one. Banyak space to breathe. Now I can have sleepovers as well. Yay! It also has a large window and I have a view! Walaupun cuma pemandangan backyard neighbour belakang dan bilik anaknya di atas dan juga pemandangan jalan raya (rumah I corner lot), I tetap gembira sebab ada pemandangan dan banyak banyak banyak natural light.

Oooowh! I know. Let me take you on a tour around my new house! Yay!!!

So this is the living room. I actually took it's picture from a lot of different angles tapi blogger macam terlalu slow nak upload. I malas nak tunggu.

This is one of my favourite part of the house. I ada my own reading corner. I love love love! Boleh membaca sampai lebam tanpa menghiraukan orang lain.

And this is my room. None of my friends have seen my old room so mesti korang tak dapat nak compare tapi I'm telling you that it's bigger. Besides, I don't think my cikai camera phone did justice to the room. It's a lot bigger than it looks here.

Okay! Dah habis tour. Jangan salahkan I. Salahkan blogger yang taknak upload gambar-gambar I.

Berita baik untuk orang-orang gemuk seperti I, unlike rumah I yang lama, rumah baru ni double storey. Maka dengan itu, jelaslah bahawa ia ada tangga!!! Jadi I bolehlah bersenam dengan tidak sengaja dan di luar sedar. Tambahan pula, depan rumah ada padang. Hahaha. Kalau tak keluar bersenam juga, tak tahulah nak kata apa lagi mengenai tahap kemalasan rakyat Malaysia.

Daaaan, kepada yang tertanya-tanya, I tak kena kuarantin pun okay. Sebab yang tutup kampus Lendu, bukan kampus Bandaraya sebab Kampus Bandaraya baru 13 orang kena jangkitan. Kampus Lendu dah 60 lebih suspected. Esok nak pulang ke Melaka Bandaraya Bersejarah semula walaupun Abah hampir meyakinkan I untuk kuarantinkan diri sendiri di rumah sebab housemate merangkap roommate I demam batuk dan selsema dan virus selsema babi semakin menggila di Melaka.

Wash your hands and drink plenty of water.

I was thinking

What does it say about a relationship if when you ask the girlfriend about her boyfriend, she says she has none?

I am socially responsible.

Did you hear? Of course you heard because all of you are well-informed, knowledgeable citizens of Malaysia who read all the time and watch the news without fail every single day. Right?

Four confirmed cases of the Influenza A(H1N1) in UiTM Lendu, where I used to study. Four confirmed cases and 60 students have been quarantined for suspected infection. The campus is still open, no worries. I also heard news that apparently there are 2 confirmed cases in UiTM KBM, which is where I am currently studying. Yes ladies and gentlemen, I am now officially more exposed to the virus than before. The campus is still open and classes are going on as usual. No worries.

I read in the newspapers the yesterday about the World Health Organisation (WHO) declaring the virus as unstoppable and giving the green light to drug manufacturers to produce mass volumes of its vaccine.

It is unstoppable.

But yet, with 4 confirmed and 60 suspected cases in Lendu and two more confirmed right here in KBM, no extreme measures are being taken to at least curb the virus from spreading further.

Here is why I think more drastic measures should be taken in KBM to curb the virus from spreading:

• KBM is a really small campus, comprising of only a single 16 floor building. We have 4 elevators, all of which are awfully crowded during peak times which is almost all the time, risking a higher chance of infection.
• One of the precautions underlined by the Health Ministry is to avoid crowded public places. Imagine a crowded public elevator.

Actually, those are the only reasons I could think of now. Haha. But it explains right? I mean, even if only one of us in the lift is infected, without knowing or realizing and he/she sneezes or coughs, then the chances of the rest of us in the lift getting infected is like, huge.

Yes, they have put up banners on the signs and symptoms of infection and all but knowing the students, I don't think much awareness have been created about how serious the situation really is. They could at least, AT LEAST give out free masks to students as an encouragement for them to be more cautious of the unstoppable virus.

When I informed my Abah about the cases, he adviced me to skip classes and quarantine myself for a week. As a safety measure he says.

Mama asked me if they were closing down the campus. When I told her no, this was her reply:
"You are risking your life. What the hell? Nak tunggu 20 baru nak tutup ke?". I thought it was really cute of Mama to say what the hell.

So guys, because I care about all of you so much, here are some precautions or safety measures you can practice.

• Practice personal hygiene. Always wash your hands. Better if you could sanitise them. A small bottle of sanitiser only costs about RM3. It's feasible.
• Do not be shy to wear a protective mask just because people look at you strange and laugh. They are the ones risking infection. Tip: If you want to look more hip and happening and not boring, you can decorate your masks with drawings and stuff like what Kak Yana did to hers. Cool okay.
• If you feel queesy on uneasy, immediately see a Doctor. You know the changes to your body. It is your body. Don't feel dumb for seeing the Doctor over "just a sore throat". It could be serious. Don't take fevers lightly either. They could be fatal. See a doctor!
• Avoid crowded and public places. The risk of infection is higher when you are widely exposed to it.
• And people, if you have the flu please please please please a gazillion pleases do not sneeze or cough all over the place. Use a tissue. Not only is it unhygienic, it's also disgusting. And an immediate turn off. Seriously.
  

Take care of yourselves and remember, prevention is better than cure.

Ingin kelihatan ramping?

Hello Cyber People!!! Greetings Cyber World!!! I am finally back. Oh, how I have missed all of you so.

As I have informed all of you dear readers earlier, I am back in Malacca y'all! Dan as ketinggalan zaman and tak maju as it sounds, yes I admit that I have very limited access to the internet. No, I no longer live in the once rural Lendu. I live in town but somehow the 'wireless Melaka' connection tak sampai ke rumah I. And given the fact that I'm at home most of the time thanks to my stress free class schedule, I'm almost completely deprived from an internet connection. Almost I say, unless I can find the mood to leave home early before class so that I can steal an hour of online time or if I decide to stay back awhile after class, like today and spend some time at the cyber cafe like what I'm doing now.

Here I go. Watch me babble.

Ye, I tahu memang sekarang merata-rata bleh beli broadband dengan harga yang murah dan berpatutan. Sangat mudah untuk didapati, even di tepi-tepi jalan dan di parking Tesco. Tapi I tak tahu kenapa somehow kami tak teruja sangat untuk melanggan walaupun rata-rata satu rumah boleh mati sebab tak dapat check Facebook selama seminggu. Mungkin sebab expenses kami dah banyak sangat kot. Rent lagi, bila api air astro. Duit poket bulan-bulan bukannya banyak pun. Furthermore, we think that we won't be using it too much so it would be a waste la kan. Rasionalnya kalau nak guna internet untuk buat assignments, boleh pergi cyber cafe. Lagipun, tak cukup dengan Astro ke dekat rumah untuk melaghakan kami? Kalau boleh online, confirm semua terpesong ke arah keburukan dan mempengaruhi rakan-rakan sebaya untuk pesong sama.

Maka dengan itu, I terpaksa la tunggu mood untuk pergi ke CC ataupun tunggu balik rumah di hujung minggu, which is not going to happen very often this semester akibat masalah transportasi dan kemalasan menaiki bas. Yes, semester ni kalau I nak pulang ke Kampung Halaman ku Kuala Lumpur yang indah I terpaksa menaiki bas kalau nak sampai ke Kuala Lumpur terus. Kalau tak I kena tumpang Anna yang dah berpindah sementara waktu ke Seremban dan kemudian menaiki komuter ke Kepong yang menurut sumber-sumber yang boleh dipercayai mengambil masa paling kurang 2 jam. Penat kot! Kalau tumpang Ayuyuyuyuyu boleh jugak tapi terpaksa turun di Serdang sebab itulah stesen komuter paling dekat dengan Putrajaya tapi sumpah lepas pengalaman lalu, I tak nak turun kat Serdang lagi. I pun tak tahu masa tu I berada di negara jiran atau negara sendiri. And somehow in Serdang, I get so self conscious and worried and paranoid sampai jalan sambil memeluk beg ke tubuh dengan ketat. The last time I was there, I was approached by an addict asking me for money. I totally freaked, I tell you. Pasal naik bas... I dah tua. I dah tak larat nak naik bas selama 2 jam kemudian naik LRT ke KL Sentral dan kemudian naik komuter ke Kepong. Setelah seharian mengharungi kuliah, I rasa mungkin I tak berdaya untuk melakukannya.

Don't miss me too much.